I'm at peace with myself.

It just flipped around ! :D

I got out of a horrid breakup that seemed to be easy at first, then turned out to be quite the mess. I was so angry and emotional I felt drunk without the alcohol for a good 10 days, I said some things that didn’t need to have been said, but were all 100% true and quite frankly, what I had predicted had completely came reality. I wanted to see him hurt basically, I did, because again, I was so upset. But then I came out of that state obviously, realizing I was being quite demonic about it all, a few scares here and there, a lot of emotions. He was a complete waste of time it felt, obviously not all true, I dated the fool for a year and a half, and I almost feel like I’ve forgotten him! and all I really wanted to do was be a teenager and go crazy and whatnot. But I’m truly not that type of lady, and my friend thought I’d get along with one of her friends so I agree’d to meet him. What they hey? I thought I might as well and if I didn’t like him I could just say no, it’s easy as that, I wasn’t expecting a relationship at all, let alone even wanting one. To my surprise, he was actually possibly the greatest person I could ever hope to meet. Absolutely the guy I need in my life. We hit it off right away, no hesitations. A little hasty, but SOOO confident about it, we date a few days later! And it’s only been a month, but fuck man, he’s possibly the greatest guy I’ve ever met. He’s genuine, REALLY fucking smart, we watch documentaries together, play chess, debate…ugh…he’s perfect in my eyes LOL! And he enjoys music on the same insane level that I do, he’s not an ignorant music-poser like 99% of the population is <3/ Plus he’s hilarious, so witty, we’re so similar, yet we have such different living environments, exposures and ways of thinking that meet up down the road sometimes, I suppose that’s why we never really crossed paths. But I’m glad we diiid! I’ve never liked someone so quickly and so much ever! I’ve known him for a month and I’ve never been so happy in my entire life. We decided, if we ever fight, which is probably near to impossible because we’re both pretty chill folk who aren’t all prissy, that we’ll take it out on plates. We’ll get a bat and a bunch of plates and cups from the dollar store and have a blast just destroying them. Yep. God he’s the best LMFAO! hurr, I enjoy life so much :)